Safe?

I am safe in routine.
School. Laundry. Dishes. Help mom.
School. Laundry. Dishes. Help mom.
School. Laundry. Dishes. Help mom.
Every day.
All day.
Do not think.
Do not feel.
Continue working.
Do not remember what has been.
Do not think on what could've been.
That distracts from duties.
So continue.
Remain gray.
Avoid color.
Fear color.
Continue.
Do not remember.
Do not wish.
Continue.
When it hurts,
Continue.
When you remember,
Forget.
Obey.
Conform.
Do not cry.
Do not scream.
Do not yell.
Smile, but not too wide.
Laugh, but not too loud.
Talk, but not too much.
Look, but not too hard.
Be Grey.
Be What They Want You To Be.
See What They Want You To See.