There are those people who bring light and happiness into your life whenever you see them, and there are those people whom the mere thought of seems to suck all of your joy out and leave you feeling lonely and sad. Sometimes I regret my foolhardy and idiotic decisions. And so the loneliness descends like a great black fog, blocking all light and casting despair into my soul. I fear for the wellness of my heart, and cry out to anyone who can hear, but they have shut themselves against me, leaving me a shadow searching for hope yet finding little. Searching for love that will fill my empty corpse, yet hardly knowing where to look. Sometimes a ray of light, small and weak, manages to break through the fog, but it is soon swallowed again, leaving my mind, heart and soul as numb and cold as they where before.
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